I don't know... I remembered the spark last night.
Mysterious Ways, so easy to get weighed down with the
world, to get confused, to get lost...to get so
occupied with your studies that you don't notice
sunflowers.. to see a bomb scare in the UK, to
struggle to understand why you have food and water and
shelter while thousands beg for their lives in
Yugoslavia. You can get so weighed down in it that the
spark of life seems distant, unreachable.
"You've been running away from what you don't
understand..LOVE..." Lately, I feel I've been in that
state. I don't understand why things are the way they
are....and rather than accept that, I run away from
the LOVE. "She's slippy, you're sliding down, she'll
be there when you hit the ground." Sometimes its hard
to grasp, sometimes it just seems too hard to
understand, but tonight I got that no matter what, the
spark will be there, the joy of living is there even
when I'm struggling and slipping. "Its alright, Its
alright, Its alright...She moves in mysterious
ways..." That's it, it is ok.....things do happen, my
world does get shaken but I still remember that there
are some things that can't be explained away, can't be
understood and can't be rationalized. I cry when I
think about my world, but to be told "its alright its
alright" helps me remember what I treasure and hope
for....true life.
"Let her talk about the things you can't explain...to
touch is to heal, to hurt is to steal, if you want to
kiss the sky better learn how to kneel." If I listen
to the voice I will understand more.....to submit, to
admit that these hands without the help...to listen
and speak to Life....if I want to Kiss the
sky....LOVE. One day I'll look back...One day I will
see just how much Love has held me, one day I will
realize how high Love has lifted me and see that its
alright, She does move in Mysterious Ways.
Move me Spirit move me....help me stop turning my eyes
to mere reflections of your love. Make me Know your
love, help me show the love....We move through miracle
days. Above all, we do...Miracle days