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The three princesses of Kashi were procured by Bhishma to marry his young half-brother, Vichitravirya. Amba confesses she is in love with another man, but her sisters Ambika and Ambilika stay in Hastipurina and grow to love their shared husband. Unfortunately, the young king dies before having any children. With the approval of Bhishma, Satyavati calls her first born son, Vyasa, with her thoughts. He immediately comes from the island where he had been deep in penance and his appearance neglected. His mother describes the fate facing the Kuru dynasty, so he agrees to visit the wives of his brother. Satyavati then tells Ambika and Ambalika it is their duty as princess and wife to welcome the sage to their beds and produce an heir to the throne.
Some people might raise their
eyebrows at the language I
use in this chapter. But, Buck is rather
direct with many
of his descriptions; the innuendos are not so subtle.
Under the Sheets is a look at the thoughts
of
two women struggling to comprehend the relationship between love and
intimacy. My thoughts
and research follow the monologue.

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Ambika
An incubator. That is
what I have become. The Bharatas need an
heir to the throne, and I am their incubator. I
loved my husband, my Vichitravirya. He was
young in age, but a kind and passionate lover. Together
we learned about love and sex. Some of the
most intimate
moments of our marriage came after sex, when the masks had fallen and
we were emotionally vulnerable.
It was usually in that quite, nonlinear time when we talked about real
stuff- our hopes, our dreams. When life was good we giggled like
little kids over stupid things. When we were in a bad stint, and
there were those times, then we were silent- and that is one of the
most awful silences I know.
I miss the young boy who brought me flowers and kissed my
cheek. I do this for him; I want my
prince’s legacy to carry on through me. I
close my eyes and my mind journeys to meet him, leaving
my body behind
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Ambalika I am a princess yoked to a frog. I once had 'happily ever after' with my Prince
Charming. In marriage we were partners,
lover, friends. It was a bond so
special and powerful; it was meant to last forever.
A lover is more than a bed partner. Vichi
and I were commited to each other’s
needs. When I say needs, I don’t
necessarily
mean sex. We were connected, both intimately and spiritually.
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Three children are born from these unions. Ambika’s son, Dhritarashtra is blind because she “shut her eyes during conception” (Narayan 7). Ambalika’s son, Pandu, is pale because she “turned pale with fright” (Narayan 7). The son of Ambika’s maidservant, Vidura, is normal because she “was bold and responsive” (Narayan 7). Unlike most of the chapters in this project, Buck gives less detail than Narayan on the story. The main difference is Buck claims Vyasa spends a month with Ambika, the next month with Ambalika, and a third month with the maidservant. Narayan’s version asserts that Vyasa is to meet with Ambalika a second time, but she sends her maidservant instead. Narayan also poetically includes the blessings and curses of Vyasa following the sexual encounters.
Some people, usually men, do not associate the giving of their body with the giving of their heart. Many, especially women, tie the two together. Offering her body to her partner epitomizes her commitment. It signifies she is in love. In this case, Ambika and Ambalika’s heart is tied to Vichitravirya. They are forced into loveless copulation with their brother-in-law in order to produce an heir to the throne. True love and passion, however, cannot be bought or demanded. Intimacy comes only when a woman gives it freely on her own terms.

Bibliography:
Buck, William. Ramayana.
Berkeley: University of California Press,
1976. pages 21-24.
Narayan, R.K. Ramayana.
New York: Penguin Books, 1972.
pages 6-10.
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