Jenny Vigil
A SAILOR...OF SORTS
I
could not believe
what had just taken place. I looked up at the
sky, the spot I thought I had just occupied. The sky was blue
with the fluffiest clouds hanging heavily. I thought about
Sirenetta’s story and the feeling of
inspiration returned. I
stood up, looked around and was happy to see that the violent crowd was
beginning to disperse.
“Hello
again!” It was the sailor who had offered me food earlier.
“What chaos! These sailors are running around with an itch to
fight. Are you all right? You didn’t get caught in the
middle of that did you?” he asked me.
I knew that I could
not even attempt to explain to him the experience I just had so I
replied, “No, I stayed clear and observed the situation, thank you.”
“Are you still
looking for a bite to eat? If so, come on board and we will see
what we can do.”
I slowly walked
towards the ramp that led up to the deck of the grand ship. It
looked to be a ship prepared for battle. The sails were
amazing. I had not ever seen such a sight.
I followed the kind
sailor down below deck and took in all there was to see.
“Here, put these
on,” the sailor said to me. He handed me a cap and a bulky
jacket. “We do not want to cause any more problems this
afternoon. If the rest of the crew returns and finds a young girl
on board, for any reason, there is likely to be trouble.”
My eyes grew large
and I did as he said. I was surprised at my level of comfort
around this strange sailor. There was something different in this
man that I could not explain.
“What is your
name?” he asked me. “I am Calliope,” I said. “You can call me
John Taylor,” he said.
The sailor prepared
a large plate of food for me. It was the best meal I could hope
for and I thanked the sailor. About the time I felt I should be
going we heard heavy steps above us.
“The crew has
returned, don’t worry,” the sailor assured me.
A burly looking man dressed in full uniform made his way down and the
sailor turned to him and said, “Good evening,
Captain Bowen, this is... ", but the captain cut him off quickly.
”No time! We
have just been given immediate orders. The French Republic has
declared war...we must set sail at once!”
I could not believe
it! What an adventure it would be to be a part of a battle at
sea!
The sailor began to
escort me off of the ship with haste for the crew had already
begun preparations to ready the ship for voyage and battle.
“Wait,” I said,
with a new sense of courage that I had not felt before, “please, let me
stay. I can work.”
“No, this is
dangerous work. No place for girls,” said the sailor.
I could see
something in the sailor's face that led me to believe he didn’t quite
believe what he had said. He paused and after a moment said,
“Okay, but you cannot reveal your sex.”
And so we set
sail. The sailor introduced me as the new deck hand and that was
that.
After many days at
sea battle began. The sights I saw, the sounds I heard would
never leave my memory.
I
stayed low and out
of the way of the crew and the fighting. I
helped when I could. I tried to keep near to the sailor who
befriended me. His courage was brilliant. He fought with
such determination and loyalty to his country. I felt pride in
knowing such a brave fighter.
After the heat of
battle had subsided, the injured and dead were observed. Among
the dead, we discovered, was Captain Bowen.
I found John below
deck in his quarters. I was sure that when I first entered the
room I saw tears in his eyes. I knew this could not be, what
sailor cried over the death of a crew member? The sailor started
for the corner of the room and I could tell that he was in pain.
“Are you all
right? Are you wounded?” I asked him. To my surprise John
burst into tears and began speaking rapidly. “I am not who you
think I am! I was born a woman! My name is Mary Anne
Talbot. I am known to the crew as a man and cannot let them think
otherwise! I have been injured, but this I will not let on.
I happened to be in the way of a musquet ball. It hit my
ribs. If I declare my injury to the crew it might reveal my
sex. I also was struck by the blade of a sword wielded by one of
the crew members,
an accident. I hated the Captain! I cannot believe that I
am having to fight the tears for his death. It is the sympathetic
way in which I was raised. “
I could not believe
my ears! The sailor was a woman. I realized my instincts
had been telling me this all along.
“Have you pretended
to be a male in order to be a sailor?” I asked.
Mary Anne shook her
head and said, “Well, I will start from the beginning. My mother
died while giving birth to me. My father, Lord Talbot, was never
around. I never laid eyes on him. My older sister took the
place of my mother, but I saw very little of her. My childhood
was not a happy one. I did not suffer any cruelties, just
loneliness. When I was fourteen I was called away from school and
placed into the hands of Captain Essex Bowen. He was not a good
guardian. He insisted that I be his mistress and then he insisted
I be his slave. I did not have any choice but to accompany him to
war as his ‘footboy’. After some time I felt more comfortable at
sea. I became more skilled at my work and eventually felt like a
true sailor. I did not plan to be so comfortable in this line of
work, but here I am.”
I had been
listening carefully to Mary Anne’s amazing story. I felt such
respect for her and her life. She had lived a sad and lonely
life, but found the courage to change all of that.
“Calliope, I will
have to leave the fight while my wounds heal. I cannot afford for
the crew to find out my secret. I am going to make my way to
England. You are welcome to join me.”
Mary Anne and I
made our plans and prepared for a trip to England. I never made
it to England. I never saw Mary Anne again, either. During
what was to be our last night on board we were attacked by
pirates. Sirenetta was right...hard times were yet to come.
Bibliography:
Links to songsheets by Howard L.
Kaplan: Lyrics, music, and MIDI files
by Howard L. Kaplan
Website: "This is the
Quick-loading, No-nonsense, Howard L. Kaplan Songwriter and Occasional
Performer Disambiguation Web Page"
Weblink: Thrinberry
Author's Note:
This is only a very small bit of the true story of the incredible Mary
Anne Talbot. The story that Mary Anne shares with Calliope about
her life up to that point follows historical record. I would recommend
reading the entire story. In my story, Calliope is going to meet
Mary Anne, who
introduces herself as John Taylor, and ends up battling the
French Republic with the rest of the crew. . The image I chose
probably resembles a ship which Mary
Anne would have sailed on, but is a bit later in history.
Image Information:
USS United States and HMS Macedonian
by Arthur N. Disney, Sr.
Weblink: USS and HMS