
Rama and Sita on the Throne. Web Source: Sita on Wikipedia
The most beautiful woman in the
world stood before
me. To
make matters worse, she was pregnant with my child. All of my life, I
had been
able to provide for my friends and family. How would I accept the fact
that I
had to send her away when she needed me the most? Sita had just been
held
captive by Ravana in Lanka. Although I knew that Sita was entirely
pure, I just
could not risk the chance that the great citizens of Ayodhya would
think that I
violated my morals over a woman. You see, the citizens of Ayodhya were
so
worried that I knew what I had to do. I had to send her away, until her
chastity could be proven. This was the saddest thing that I have ever
had to
do. As I was lost in my own thoughts, Sita began to speak. "Rama, don’t
you love me anymore? The entire time I was in captivity, you were the
only
thing that I could possibly think about. I missed you the entire time."
I
sat there for a second. I knew that I loved her, but I had to tell her
that I
was furious at her. I was hoping that making her mad at me would make
it easier
on her. "Sita, I am worried that you have been unfaithful. You
were
in the clutches of Ravana for far too long. I just cannot see how you
were able
to stay faithful the entire time." My heart sunk when I said this. Our
entire relationship had been built on trust. Without a doubt, I knew
that she
had remained true. She would never do anything to hurt me.
She looked
me
right in the eyes and said, "Rama, you have been nothing but the best
to
me. While I was in captivity, my heart sank every time when I thought
about
you. I missed you so much. The only reason that I had to hold on was
you. You
are everything to me." When I heard this, I couldn't do anything but
cry.
We embraced each other, and I just couldn't take it any more. I leaned
in close
and whispered into her ear, "Sita, I know that you have been nothing
but
pure to me, but I have to send you away. The citizens will never
believe us. I
cannot risk our image. If I am to rule Ayodhya, like my father has, I
must
uphold the things that are most dear to our society. Please understand
Sita.
You are perfect for me, but I must do this for the City." She leaned
away
and looked at me. By the look in her eyes, I could tell that she
understood. I
sent her away and told her that I would find a way to prove her purity.
After I had done this, I would come and find her, and we would be
happily together
again.
This time, I promised her that I would not leave her side again. The
saddest
day of my life had been when I went to chase the golden dear and found
that
Ravana had stolen Sita. I vowed to never let this happen again.
Author's note:
In the other three stories, I tried to show the
inherent
power that Rama has. In this story, I tried to show his strong moral
compass
that led all of his decisions throughout his life. Without these
morals, it
would be easy to simply fall into the clutches of evil. You can tell in
the
story that the last thing that Rama wanted to do was send Sita away.
However,
since the citizens of Ayodhya thought that she may be impure, Rama knew
exactly
what he had to do. In order to be the best ruler that he could be, Rama
had to
strictly follow the demands of his city. He simply could not allow Sita
to
immediately join him. I tried very hard to get into Rama's mind with
this
story. It would be extraordinarily hard to let the person that you love
leave
you, especially after not seeing them for over a year. This would be a
terrible
thing to have to do. I tried to show Rama's inner feelings when he had
to make
the decision to send her away. I simply could not have done what he
did;
however, that is why Rama will make such a good leader. You can really
tell
that Rama struggled with the decision. In the end, he made the right
decision
and sent her away.
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